Time

Times is passing in front of my eyes... even yesterday i was thinking about what i should do with my life, and now, today, in these couple days i have to be shore...

(so fast)

my point is that i need more time.

in onether distant day i was thinking "i'm so far to even bother with that issue...dah start to think what i have to became!! why??"

and now i have be really shore.. and i'm going to be older in no time and i have done nothing to my life..

you may think that i'm over reacting but remember time passes really quick and even now with this age i'm feeling all this emptyness inside.. and i just decided to do everything to put that feeling behind..... and at least try to enjoy every moment!!!!!

Don't be afraid...

This is who i really am...

a person with many issues just likeeverybody else...

why bother?? why change??.. if you don't like it.. get going..

now seriously i don't like to be alone...

it's to exausting.. to depressing. but in onether hand i do like to be alone... that way no one buggs me!!!!

capice???!!!

kx

Onether teer!!

Desperation, completly out of control....

don't know what am i supose to do..... completly lost....

so lost-...

such a will to ....... you!!!

but you won't let me...... why?!?

so tired.....

after all it doesn't matter any way... i'm given up, this world is pulling everything that i've got....

really so lost.. i' ve to find myself!!!!

..................in the end!!!

love really sucks!!!

let's trough it away!!!!

......i feel so alone, and because of you, my lover......

l.o.v.e.!!! sUcks!!!!

So depressive

who am i?? really... does any one know's me..

i don't think so.....

so lost....so confused...so....

why does it got to be so unfair...

all of this... all alie...

but such a beatiful lie that i am living...

the problem isn't if someone loves me or not, it's about... me!!!

me not knowing what to think what to do, and what to be....

if they knew what i think........ sometimes i just want to end it... but i have to resiste!!!

to be strong!!

stuck

i´m stuck in this world, where anyone pays attention to what i say...

"your pain is painfull, and it's putting me down"

"can we worked out"

i can't stand the sound of your scream....

ok.. let's pretend that everything is all rigth!

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so far away from what i am..!!!

life..... What?'

Don't really know the purpose of this freaking life..
but i try and i try to stay alive, a t least to say that i try.....
even if i'm hurt, or i'm all broke i will never give it up.. to you... GOD!!
i don't believe in your existence...

well i was trying to say something about and i end it up talking, and wishing that You would do something at least to the one's i trully love...