felt a lot of diferent ways...
but never like this...
impotent, useless..stupid!
completely empty!
i can't even express myself...
i mean, it isn't suppost to hurt this bad...it shouldn't hurt!
i find my self, thinking..about death..
if i knew that all the suffering would go away...
if i just knew!!!
everything around me..it's getting black, like frozen.. so afraid of being alone!
but in the end it's just!
nothing makes sence and i feel like i'm losing it!
earing things, and stuff!
death seems the only solution!
death seems the only solution!
!!.......i don't want to be alone!
feels like no one cares!!
no one have time for...just listen!
need a way out!
i'm stuck here!!!!
need to get out
