learn to fly... and stay!

(i'm really sorry... i can't "capture" the moment)
i know to fly... i just don't know how to come back home, it's even hard to describe, i don't understand, it's got to be something on me, that call's them, but doesn't let them stay long enough to enjoy the ride...! to be honest, a while ago it wouldn't bother me, but now i hate it, feel's like garbage, to use and throw away!
anyway the problem got to be in me, right?!