innocense

looking to the picture of that little girl, so innocent, so full with hopes and dreams and expections for her life.. soon to be taken away to the world that traines killers, murderes...
i pitty that little girl...
not knowing that the life she was going to choose, was going to coust all of her mental sanity, all of her kindness, leaving her so empty....
standing alone every night wishing that she could go back and be just a little girl again. i miss her, i miss her innocense so much, i miss when things where so much easier, when hard decisions weren´t part of that litte's girl life....
but deep down i know she is hidden somewhere in the dark repressed, knowing too there is no way she would comeback...!!